LiJingღ

2011-10-06T06:56:00.000+08:00

im finally on the road to my degree....

Motivation

2011-04-17T22:11:00.002+08:00

I didn't have one since 2007...but im determined to have one created for the sake of ...

Go by wat you feel is right. It's important that you will be interested in what you want to do. Studying is very difficult. If you hate it, you wont enjoy the entire experience. Dun rush into it. Take your time to find one that you really think you can comfortably complete the course. :-) -- Ah boss

Ian put his words into action by quitting his pastry line & zoom into business admin for almost half a yr...

what am i doing????

...

2011-01-23T18:46:00.001+08:00

I WANNA GET A DEGREE!!!!

Resolutions for year 2011

2011-01-02T17:47:00.003+08:00

2010 ended with 7 months of unemployment, 2 months of frustrations and 2 months of hesitation. I shall not let 2011 pass by just like that...a few resolutions i set:-

Jian fei
Boyfriend
Degree
Though i have a job with wonderful colleagues now, i wish for higher pay~
Learn dancing?

Captain Jayne

2010-09-20T19:17:00.003+08:00

is my immediate sup, she call me to the conference room to have a 1 to 1 talk with me early this morning. I think she wants to open up my heart cox i've behave very quiet over the week. Work, observation, responsibility, character molding are the topics she open up. To be frank, she's nice~ for she's trying to push me up my rank. Seriously, as for now I just want to fit myself in the organization, do my job...and take my pay. No intention to climb the corporate ladder.

My mind has make up to...

2010-09-19T20:59:00.005+08:00

join MINDEF...after so many months of idling, i chose the gov job with a low pay compared to:-

CRESTAR - introduced by Andrea (my sweet friend)

THE FURNITURE MALL - no guts to try

AVA - called me after 3 months and asked if im ok with a pay of 1.2k, lower than my mindef...

The rest didnt get back to me...haha

Anyway, been a week since I started, still learning & trying to adept to the culture in there. Not used to calling my colleagues Madam...not used to seeing ladies wearing smart 4...not used to dress formally compared to CKH..luckily, my unit's workmates are so considerate, they accompany me for lunch, ask me to join in for the tons of picture when we went to Malacca for the department's anniversary. Lets observe from now... ^^

I have this weird thinking, whenever I started a new job, I have this mindset that says that this job is so boring, not suitable for me...my god! What is wrong with me? Have to convince myself that this is not the way to treat myself...its hard u know....

Im so random....one minute I wanna study landscape, another minute I wanna learn fashion....and the very next second, I wanna set up a popiah store....dammit....

A thought generate in my brain today...shall jing move on to a job more meaningful? eg: a job that one could help the less fortunate...I think we should be guilty that normal people like us are not trying our best to live our day compared to the intellectual disabled

Bye Bye CKH

2010-02-10T18:42:00.000+08:00

I have officially leave CKH...till the day i leave, she still gives me problem...

Mixed feeling

2010-01-20T14:03:00.002+08:00

I feel like staying when im in the office, holding the cheques on my hand thinking that the skills I learned in *** will be gone to waste, I can even feel the pain in my heart and think that its kind of wasted to let go of everything just because of that incident. Is it like what my mum says .. that its a misunderstanding? Are they just doing what they need to do for the sake of company policy? BUT think back, do they really need to hold my pay? -- ming says that its kind of official when they do it that way...I mean...they are just too much.. *** make my confident dropped a whole lot! Fuck!

Can I really get a better job? [see, im really lack of confident]...I hate being jobless...

Amelia advice me not to think of it, but how can i not think of it when this stoopid shit happens to me? i hate ***...like what Joanne said...luckily they found me as a scapegoat...

its ur lose...not mine!

2010-01-17T18:37:00.002+08:00

Kid says:
JIA YOU!!
i'm 100% in favor of you doing that
JIA YOU JIA YOU! MOVE OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE!
jing says:
haha...tks ming, i was just thinking of you ^^
Kid says:
haha!sure, anything we can take out and discuss discuss
HAHA~! let me learn from your process
jing says:
i quit from my current job w/o getting a new job on hand, silly right
Kid says:
no. one thing that i'd like you to know
be confident of your own choices.. don't doubt 'em
there's no right.. or wrong..
as long as it turns out right..
hohoho you're the very first person who can confirm your own choices.. so be the first.. the second and the third will come.. and they'll keep coming
jing says:
xie xie ni
Kid says:
hohoho
so why did you do that.. and call that getting out of your comfort zone
jing says:
i told u abt the $1000 case right
Kid says:
oh yes
briefly over the phone
jing says:
...thats case 1...in a nutshell..each of us shared the shortage and...ladyboss daughter held my pay and intend to terminate me last yr...till i clarify myself to ladyboss
Kid says:
Oo
that sounds like complication
jing says:
luckily ladyboss trusted me
Kid says:
uh huh uh uhuh
huh*
jing says:
but hor~ i cant get over the holding of my pay
Kid says:
me too, haha~
jing says:
and yuan wang me in taking that $$
Kid says:
the moment i saw 'held my pay'
i think it's already 'official'
and it's bad..
based on conjectures
not on facts
it's bad
jing says:
...that comfort me...seriously
Kid says:
and you tendered?
jing says:
yes
Kid says:
did you have to compensate 'em anything?
jing says:
my team has 3 people, each of us paid $333.33 for the shortage
Kid says:
okay
jing says:
yup
Kid says:
that's all?
hehehehe..
though it's not very little..
it's not alot either..
Cheerios
how long has it been already?
eh Jing.. what's your horoscope huh
jing says:
3mths ago
Kid says:
so you just tendered not long ago?
jing says:
i mean~ settled 3 mths ago
i just submitted my resignation letter on 5th of this mth, im a aries
Kid says:
1 month notice?
Ooo Aries.. cOol cool
hahaha!
jing says:
yes...1 mth notice
Kid says:
good, you've more than enough time to hunt for a satisfying job. if you're active at doing it
jing says:
if u were me, will u tender?
Kid says:
hmm..
jing says:
the thing that concern me is...holding of my pay
Kid says:
me too, i cannot imagine myself in a situation where people hold back on what i deserve
it's hard..and..it depends on how much you like this job and the people there also
1 - 10? anything lower than 8 on either one?
jing says:
liking on job - 5
Kid says:
HAHA!
jing says:
out of 10
Kid says:
i see..
jing says:
the thing is the satisfactory...hard to get a job that 1 like
Kid says:
i see i see..
if that's the case..
my mindset will be totally different
i'll start to think if there's anything about this job/place that i'd stay for
if i can't, which i think i most probably can't find..
100% leave
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
have you done any personality test b'fore?
jing says:
if i were to stay
Kid says:
uh huh uh huh
no no no
jing says:
i will stay for some of my colleagues
Kid says:
i see
so it'e the human relationship
well..
if that's the case
i'll 101% leave
HAHA!
jing says:
omg
haha
Kid says:
cos..
jing says:
cox of?
Kid says:
i feel that.. colleagues..
if they're good people
i wanna avoid too much contacts at work
it'll cause conflicts
i'd rather meet 'em at my free time
and stay as casual/close friends..
colleagues.. to me are to be treated differently
that's what i feel uh
colleagues.. should be work
involve too much personal things.. it'll get complicated
hehehe
yup
jing says:
u r a Aquarius right
Kid says:
yeah i am
Hahaha~
super logical person
jing says:
Aquarius are excellent people to talk to
Kid says:
if you chose to stay..
i'll have another set of reasoning for you though
HAHA!
either way.. i'll support your decision all the way
jing says:
the reasons i do not wanna stay is becox....
Kid says:
cos no matter which way you go.. there'll be a way out luh
jing says:
no carrer advancement...if they were to promote me...one is to go HQ to be an account officer-which i dun like~ second if to be a property offficer which i do not have the skill to out-talk residents
Kid says:
ah~
i see i see~
jing says:
all in all~ the no 1 reason is... they held my pay
^^
Kid says:
haha
yeah
well
there're other kind of mindset that involves in more pride
'i will stay and prove you wrong'
you know something like that
jing says:
yup
Kid says:
the fighter spirit ...Hohoho
but..
it's commendable..but fight at the right place if you feel it's not good.. then go..what you feel is most important
jing says:
i think i lost the ability to analyze le
Kid says:
oh?
how so?
HAHA!
no you didn't
you know if you did.. you might pee in the dustbin
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
you did analyze that the toilet bowl is used for bowels..
jing says:
nao dai kong kong de
Kid says:
hahaha
you're just lost lah
hahaha
jing says:
yeh
lost
Kid says:
well..
maybe shift your mind from your own 'lost'
i share with you something
Kid says:
have been so super busy and tired and.. not so smooth in alot of things
i know that i need to find solution.. but i just couldn't do it
i took a really good break from what i need to think about.. i went to spa, massage
HAHA! then i was introduced to a detox session
i did it for 7 days.. slowly pick up what i need to think about, 'step by step'
that's point 2 already.. step by step
while i pick up.. i received email about the Haiti Earthquake that requires help
from Red Cross..
i went to help out.. pack stuff.. donated a meagre amount of money..
At first.. i worried.. what am i doing here.. i'm not earning money from it.. and i don't have alot of money to build 'em another hospital.. but i feel ultimate satisfying
because.. i know i'm doing something
And that i see a bigger misfortune.. than my own
what's mine.. compared to theirs..
jing says:
that thinking cross my mind
and i see that u're very mature ^^
Kid says:
HAHA!
thanks.. i take that as a compliment..
anyhow.. it crossed my mind one day..
if i eat.. and i've to worry about whether there'll be any quakes
even something as simple as this..
eating.. i've to worry about something beyond my control..
i'll be so miserable
at least.. here in SG.. i'm free from natural disasters..
anyhow.. things are still in your control..
in fact.. you don't worry about things you can't control at all.. she can hold your pay all she wants.. she can think whatever she wants.. but like i've said.. what you feel is most important.. if you feel bad.. please don't.. cos you didn't do anything wrong
whatever you did wrong.. move on, change.. become better..
that's about it.. cos you can control what you do and how you feel
jing says:
tks
Kid says:
you can do it de ah
hohohoho.. little to worry about
i'm just reminding you about things you already know
jing says:
u know im not young le
Kid says:
hmm..
jing says:
and i dunno what to do in life
Kid says:
so..
how old are you?
jing says:
haha~ aimless....seriously
Kid says:
27?
jing says:
yup
Kid says:
26++ lah
hahaha Aries' period not here yet
it's still Capricorn period
jing says:
hha
chim
Kid says:
now Jan 17 mah
hohohoho
jing says:
27 cox bd not over for this yr
Kid says:
yeah
OH?
after b'day is 28!?
jing says:
yeh...so not young le
Kid says:
so is 27++!~
hohohoho okay
jing says:
yeh~ if i plan my path earlier~ i might be achieving stin by now le
but now~ u see...i need to start all over agin
Kid says:
hoho
true
but it's still not really VERY late to be planning what you want to do
lately.. i'm talking to a 26. who gonna turn 27 in 3 days time..
she.. is having very little directions too..
and her parents are not in favor of what she's doing.. she quitted her job last year around Oct.. and she's not doing much.. she has dreams of starting her own manicure shop
but she's unsure.. so she needs encouragement..
well it's as simple as starting to have a dream..
only then you can plan
do you have a dream?
jing says:
rephrase- used to but not anymore
Kid says:
hoho i understand
what is it?
OH!
okay.. it's to settle down right?
but that who who who left
i see..
jing says:
no la
Kid says:
oh good
then what is it?
jing says:
in the past...i used to dream to set up a busniess...
Kid says:
oh good
i'm sure you still wanna set up a business.. it's just that you were unclear of it.. so you kinda drop that idea
jing says:
then i happen to meet this lecturer in ITE...so he somehow help me abit
Kid says:
uh huh uh huh
jing says:
at that time...i was workin at a cafe @ changi...so the first thing that came to me is f&B
Kid says:
okay~
fair enough
jing says:
we were discussing~ then 1 day~ he said that we could start from hawker
Kid says:
uh huh uh huh
jing says:
so...the very chong dong me...went to bid a place at clementi hawker...and i manage to get it
at that time...i oni had 1 yr experience at the cafe...but still he encourage me to try
so...we get things started...i didnt even know what to sell...so he propose chee cheong fun, yam cake & bee hoon as a start...and ask me to add on if i manage to get ideas
Kid says:
i thought
you have to know what you need to sell in advance?
oh yeah.. okay
jing says:
i didnt plan lo...very childish
Kid says:
no no.. not that
i was just thinking if you wanna bid a place
the owner of the hawker or what.. may wanna know waht you wanna sell?
you know..
hmm hmm.. i'm not so sure also..
jing says:
oh yeh~ u reminded me
yeh~ have to state what u wanna sell
then i wrote muffin at that time
haha
Kid says:
oh
jing says:
cox u know the shunfu muffin~
Kid says:
okay
jing says:
so i follow lo
Kid says:
Oh
do you know how to make muffins in the first place? hahaha
jing says:
then end up sell chee cheong fun
there's muffin mix
Kid says:
HAHA! you'll be fined..
if you're caught eh
and muffin mix..
who wanna buy from you lae
hahaha~
i can get the muffin mix.. and make at home
jing says:
yeh la
Kid says:
anyways
hahaha
become sell chee cheong fun
jing says:
yeh~ then operate for a yr
Kid says:
okay
jing says:
close shop
Kid says:
wOw
one year
that's.. along time
jing says:
and went to work in my current company til now lo
Kid says:
how much money did you lose man
ah i see i see..
jing says:
how much ah
i dun wanna calculate
Kid says:
okay okay
you should you know
after you know how much..
you'll feel heart pain..
but.. it's necessary
jing says:
no need to calculate~ my heart pain le
Kid says:
it might be one of your pushing factor
Kid says:
you know..
hmm hmm
anyways.
so..
jing says:
im very immature
Kid says:
you're okay what
NO WAY~
i mean..
jing says:
i am lo
Kid says:
okay you're immature is okay
but..
although it's the hard way
but at least you're learning from mistakes
well..
lecturer..
this lecturer.. is he an business owner himself?
jing says:
his father sells soy bean drink in hawker
i didnt keep in contact with him after the closure of the shop which i feel very bad
i dunno how to face him
Kid says:
ah
actually no. 1 mistake in my opinion
hmm hmm..
jing says:
yup
Kid says:
he isn't the person whom you should look towards
it might be better if it's his father
since he's not the one really doing it.. he won't know everything i guess?
maybe he's familiar..
jing says:
he did help out in the shop since young
Kid says:
hmm
somehow..
the easy way to learn.. is to learn from someone who has done what you're going to do uh
personally i feel he's not that person uh
my 2cents..
and of course.. choose the best
hmm hmm..
jing says:
i did discuss with my friends
why did he get close to me after graduation
Kid says:
eh?
jing says:
i mean...so close that he shared the amount with me
Kid says:
he has an ulterior motive!
what amount?
the rental for the hawker?
jing says:
yes
Kid says:
SO HE HAS AN ULTERIOR MOTIVE!?
jing says:
like what?
Kid says:
like he likes your sister or something?
jing says:
no
Kid says:
hmm
jing says:
i dun have a sis
Kid says:
oh
huh
do you have a brother?
jing says:
yes
Kid says:
he likes your brother ah!?
OMG!
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
LOL!
sorry
so he likes you huh
jing says:
no prob
Kid says:
Lol
jing says:
maybe
Kid says:
apparently luh
hahahaha
jing says:
but he has a wife eh
Kid says:
OH!
he's looking for a casual partner!
no good no good..
jing says:
u being so logical
think that way?
Kid says:
is it not that way?
jing says:
i dunno
cox im not logical enuff
Kid says:
hmm.. if in a logical, guys' sense
jing says:
if i am~ that $$ will still be with me ^^
Kid says:
it's definitely like this oh
well
i definitely wouldn't spend a single cent on anyone i don't like
i'm more practical and logical than most guys..
so casual friends.. like club friends pub friends, don't expect me to buy you drinks cos you're a girl
something like that
Kid says:
but
if i like you
i'll spend all my money to get you something lo
HAHA!
jing says:
lol
Kid says:
simple.. and logical
or maybe if i'm expecting something from you
i'll do that
what else can you give him?
maybe he wants your hair for extension?
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
hard to say
jing says:
there's nothing i can gif him
Kid says:
we can only guess
HOHOHO
jing says:
at that time
im poor
jobless
Kid says:
Ooo
jing says:
jus graduate
nothing from me
Kid says:
hmm
i see i see..
hmm hmm.. okay~
so he was looking for a casual partner
did you hook him up?
jing says:
nope
Kid says:
is he good looking?
jing says:
i treated him as my lecturer
Kid says:
ah i see i see..
jing says:
good loOking ah~ a little bit above average
Kid says:
ah
alittle bit above average
how long have you not seen me huh?
2 years?
jing says:
ard there?
Kid says:
hmm
2 years ago..
what was it?
alot below average?
LOL!
jing says:
u mean u
Kid says:
yeah
ME
MING~
tell me the truth
i can take it de
LOL!!
jing says:
u have sharp features
Kid says:
or i wasn't even a figure that you notice
LOL!
WAH! i'm so sad
all of a sudden
jing says:
omg
Kid says:
HAHAHA!
just kidding luh
jing says:
u have very sharp feature
Kid says:
which means?
i can poke people to death with my features
LOL!
i can kill someone with my n ose
HAHAHA!
you're really making me laugh like crazy
jing says:
he's 5% above average...u're 10%
Kid says:
LOL!!!!
SO PRECISE AH!
LOL!
do you know whose Dai Yang Tian?
jing says:
but u 2 belongs to different category
Kid says:
do you think he's super shuai?
jing says:
he's shuai...boyish
Kid says:
OMG!
HE'S damn shuai
and Elvin?
jing says:
elvin~ oni
Kid says:
Huang Jun Xiong?
ELVIN OKAY ONI!?
OMG!
ELVIN I THINK HE'S SUPER HANDSOME LAE!
LOL!
jing says:
from tv....he oni lei
Kid says:
then who yo ulike?
jing says:
i prefer dai yang tian
haha
Kid says:
Ooo
do you like Edison type

jing says:
no
very hua
Kid says:
no!
no no no
looks nia
HAHA!
jing says:
hha
Kid says:
b'fore his news got outta hand
you think he's hot right
HAHA!
okay
fair enough
jing says:
who edison?
Kid says:
Edison Chen lo
jing says:
edison loOks liek drug addict
Kid says:
really!?
jing says:
yeh~
to me
Kid says:
then tell me someone you lik eplease
like please
LEE MIN HO!?
Oops
jing says:
no1 in particular la
Kid says:
oh sad
shuai ge.. are so shuai..
you don't like anyone in particular
jing says:
yup
not my friends...so they are just tv people ^^
Kid says:
HAHA!
fair enough
anyways
if 2 years ago.. i was already 10% above average huh
i think that lecturer is really not very good looking lae
HAHAHA!
jing says:
lol
i can show u his pix
Kid says:
WAH!
you should've told me many minutes ago
HAHA!
jing sends:

jing sends:

jing says:
wanted to edit the pix
but shuan le
Kid says:
no need lah

Transfer of "d.jpg" is complete.

Kid says:
you wanna edit yourself out ah
haha!
jing says:
yes

Kid says:
then
all very ugly..
you look super pretty
alot of colors
very bright
no this no that
jing says:
no la
Kid says:
you look like guan yin ma in between 'em
HAHAHA!
jing says:
i juz wanted to crop myself out
guan yin ma!
Kid says:
O.o
cos you're brightest mah
HAHA!
anyways
he's..
REN XIAN QI type
jing says:
wats ren xian qi?
Kid says:
that guy?
jing says:
the 1 in marron color
Kid says:
yeah
i can guess
jing says:
wats ren xian qi?
Kid says:
give me a min
http://pic.gougou.com/search?search=%E4%BB%BB%E8%B4%A4%E9%BD%90&id=100000001
jing says:
oh

got it
Kid says:
hahaha
that's cool
hahaha
jing says:
when u say type...type in appearance?
Kid says:
yeah
type
like.
Andy Lau is not..
err..
Ekin Cheng's type
Nicholas Tse is not.. Shawn Yu's type
jing says:

Kid says:
hohoho
jing says:
yeh~ so he's the one lo
Kid says:
hahaha okie
cool
okie dox
nice nice
i'm outta things to say
LOL!
it seem like
you're feeling much better now?
hohohoho
jing says:
yes...tks
Kid says:

well..
it'd be good
if you continue to research and work on what you wanna do..
jing says:
but i haben finsh...after the closure of the hawker...i've been goal-less till now
Kid says:
Oh
you hvn't finish
Ooo
well
there's only 2 ways isn't it.. hohoho
stay goalless..
or.. create a new goal
jing says:
ferrari still in ur list?
Kid says:
Actually
Ferrari has never been in my list
HAHAHA!
jing says:
hmmmm
Kid says:
i've this dream board
that has pictures
i've a dream sketchbook
it has every little small details of what i want
and i'm slowly cancelling out all of 'em
at the same time adding more things into it
as time goes by
sadly.. even though i told you about my Boss' Ferrari..
i never thought of owning one
it's not that i think it's unachievable.. but it's not in my want list yet
i don't need it atm
although..
long term goals..
are important.. according to the pro-goal setters
so i'm half heartedly including it in
so being like this
half heartedly.. it simply means.. i won't be getting it, if i stay this way for the next few years..
jing says:
ic
Kid says:
HOHO!
yeah

jing says:
how old r u
Kid says:
23 soon
jing says:
so young yet so mature
Kid says:
O.o
hmm
my goals are not just material stuff..
and i like to share my dreams..
for some reason i adore single mothers
i enjoy visiting them and their kid(s)
kids
( s )
i like to buy 'em things.. what they need what they like
take really good care of the mother..
i think.. i'll be super happy
in future.. when they grow up
maybe 14 maybe 16 maybe 17.. come to my house to bai nian
when they get married.. i'll be invited!
HAHA! and i'll be in the relatives table!
WAH! HAHAHA! i'll be so so so so happy
the kids' kid.. in turn will come and visit me too.. and they'll call me YEYE!
HAHAHA! public grandpa
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
that's my dream..
jing says:
public grandpa
Kid says:
yeah
jing says:

Kid says:
simple dream
jing says:
thats very wen xin
Kid says:
yeah..
to achieve that is easy.. but to be GOOD at it.. is another thing
wanna be the role model.. so that they grow up to be good..
work hard when we're suppose to..
be able to drive 'em around in something decent..
a really presentable hosue that allows many many visitors
comfort.. and class.. yet.. humane
hmm
somehow.. yeah
then wouldn't i need to drive a bus you may think
HAHAHA! yes..
jing says:
yeh
Kid says:
i'm on my way to get my class 4
if i ever have one in future
jing says:
or maybe those big lorries that carries bricks
Kid says:
nah
bus..
haha!
they should be in comfort

jing says:
modify
Kid says:
Ooo
jing says:
with cushions
Kid says:
could be good
jing says:
shelter
Kid says:
could be a good idea
yeah
open air
maybe both
bus and lorry
Hohoho~!
jing says:
thats the no 1 dream?
Kid says:
it's how i wanna lead my life..
not really a dream actually
so my dream would be to get all those things i want
the house
in order to lead the life i want
and i have a destination to go to
'public grandpa'
so..
everyday i'm just working to create.. and create
never about 'finding out'
you don't need to stop.. to find out who you are..
you only need to stop to find out waht you want
then continue
life is just about creating

that's what i feel
Hohohoho
jing says:

thank you for spending time on me
Kid says:
oh no problem
i'm off anyways..
waiting to wash toilet
HAHA!
jing says:
oh
gg to do it now?
Kid says:
not yet
i let the solution and bleach sit for a few hours

7p.m starts
hahaha
jing says:

Kid says:
anyways
write down
pen it down
create your own dream book or whatever you wanna call it
with the many many details and the things you want
as many details as possible
if you wanna become a hawker.. picture every equipment you might need
when it happens.. it'll be exactly what you wanted it to be
eg.

imagine. imagine is important
the more details you imagine, the more feelings you have in your imagination, the easier.. for you to achieve it
jing says:

Kid says:
yup
do you have such experience?
hohoho..
what you think/imagine is what you get?
jing says:
think/imagine = goal
thats y thats what we get
Kid says:
oh no no no no
i mean..
have you had such experiences b'fore?
hohoho
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
like you think and want something
you got it the way you imagined it?
jing says:
yup.
the hawker thingy....i oni think of the shop w/o the details in it
haha
Kid says:
HAHAHA exactly!

clever girl
HOHOHO
so it's good

all is good
everything is good
jing says:

fortunate to get u in my friend list
Kid says:
HAHA!
same here

don't worry ah
everyone gets down once in awhile
hohohoho..
so how's job hunting coming along
jing says:
dunno what to work as
so i didnt send any resume
was thinking if i sld go for a holiday 1st
Kid says:
Ooo
that's a splendid idea
HOHOHO
either way
talking about holidays
suddenly makes me crave for chocolate cake man
WOO HOO!
jing says:
lol
how did u link holiday to chocolate?
Kid says:
don't know
it just happeneed
jing says:

Kid says:
HAHA!
later..
jing says:
go grab some then
Kid says:
i'm going..
to..
yes!
EAT some..
nice nice de chocolate cakes..
nearby
HAHAHA!
jing says:
enjoy
Kid says:
thanks!
holiday?
where to?
any people in mind yet?
do you enjoy going to holidays alone?
jing says:
i haben try holidaying alone
Kid says:
Ooo
hmm hmm
okie
jing says:
u did?
Kid says:
eah
yeah
lots of time..
jing says:
to?
Kid says:
Thailand!~
M'sia!
and..
Vietnam
jing says:
alone?
Kid says:
yeah
other places..
jing says:
not with tour group
Kid says:
hvn't tried
oh no
alone
free and easy
cos i know those places quite well
jing says:
`
Kid says:
unfamiliar places..
i'd prefer to go explore with someone
or some friends
Thailand.. April.. aroud your b'day period
their 'po shui jie'
quite nice
can go..
like go alone and enjoy
jing says:
yeh, my friends and i are planning to go thailand ard april
Kid says:
it's a diff. type of atmosphere alone ah

oh really?
nice!
HOHOHO!
with friends also fun
HAHA
nice nice nice

but meanwhile
where do you intend to go
jing says:
taiwan to find my bestie
Kid says:
Ooo
Good choice!
HAHA!@
where?
jing says:
yun lin
Kid says:
oh?
bestie
hohoho
nice..
jing says:

Kid says:
btw..
am i holding you back from something
hohoho
jing says:
nope
Kid says:
i thought i might
jing says:
y?
cox of my short reply?
Kid says:
maybe..
maybe not
jing says:
i think i am holding u back
Kid says:
no
HAHA!
cos i think i talk too much
HAHAHA!
type too much
jing says:
from getting ur chocolate cake
Kid says:
ohno
you forgot
i need to wash toilets
HAHA!
toilet
only one
even have my alarm set

jing says:
haha
Kid says:
it's weird
normally if i don't set alarm i'll forget
after i set alarm i'll remember even b'fore the alarm goes off..
and i'll go and switch it off b'fore it does
jing says:
haha
yeh
Kid says:
HAHAHA!
jing says:
i experience that too
Kid says:
i need to do that
very bad
or write it down
or whatever
jing says:
i think we only remember setting the alarm
Kid says:
YEAH
correct
go thru the trouble
then will remember
fan jian
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
hahaha..
so what are you doing now
like are you waiting for dinner or something
jing says:
nope
i wanted to ask u a qns
Kid says:
OH
ASK away~
hahaha
jing says:
ming~ u still studying?
Kid says:
studying
like..
a graduate or something?
jing says:
erm~ as in~ r u still studying now?
Kid says:
nope
i'm just going for language courses and such
jing says:
where did u stop?
Kid says:
Diploma
right after that NS.. and here i am
jing says:
polytechinc
local poly? or private poly?
Kid says:
nope.. Private.. i was a SHATec student
i love.. hotel industry actually
hohoho
jing says:
oh~ dun intend to further ur studies?
Kid says:
not at the moment
my next aim is to get married actually
getting married settles 2 things at once..
maybe 3
getting a lifetime partner and fight together.. maybe kids, and my own place..
jing says:
yeh
Kid says:
yeah
anyhow
now is just to multiply money
and.. learn what i wanna learn for now
do what i wanna do
the next thing i wanna learn
is.. surfing
hohoho
jing says:

Kid says:

do you like water sports?
hahaha!
jing says:
haha
old le
Kid says:
LOL!
no way
i've this friend 40++
went to learn kayak with me
just months ago
HAHAHA!
it's a SHE!
FYI
jing says:
oh~
Kid says:
41 lah
to be exact
not SUPER old
in fact still super attractive
she one of the single mummy
hohoho!
admirable lady
jing says:
icic
Kid says:
anyhow
you're still so super young can
HAHAHA!
i've this friend.. turning 30, she's fighting for a spot to get promoted to an Art Director..
and.. i always say she's young.. now i'll tell you the same thing
21 - 40.. 21 to become an adult mah
why 40.. cos that's when menopause starts..
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
your another phase of life starts from there.. around there
and you're not even HALF WAY
LOL you're just 28 can
HAHAHA! so, you're still so super young..after 40.. i start to tell the ladies that.. their life has just started. HAHA!
jing says:
haha
Kid says:
and seriously.. that's the wicked truth, ladies live longer than men.. generally..
jing says:
k ming~ sori to interupt
Kid says:
oh
sure
what what?
jing says:
my bro wanna use the com le
Kid says:
OH!
can go ahead
HAHA!
jing says:
tOilet time 4 u
Kid says:
yeah!
same luh
nice chatting luh
jing says:
appreciate ur advices & comfort
Kid says:
i type so much
HAHA so paiseh
jing says:
tks tks
Kid says:
and no worries.. ah if i even did help
hahaha i'm glad
go ahead..

I quit.

2010-01-10T17:35:00.002+08:00

I submitted my resignation letter on 5th of January 2010, told myself that i would quit right after getting the 13th month...and so I did...

No turning back is allowed...the way they treat me is like shit...they even suspend my pay...f An****...how could u suspect me...no...i sld say...confirm that i'm the one who took it...Ladyboss is kind enough to believe me & told a lie that the GIRO has abit of problem...that's why the pay is not credited into my account.

I couldn't bring myself to work for a company like this, it's ur loss for not treasuring me. Im a good worker you know...

But now, i am kind of worried...what should i work as and where?

I don't think i wanna go back to F&B...i kind of enjoy office life...there's time for one to learn another skill.

so what now?

IR? Marina? Healthcare? or just a nearby company?

2010 resolutions

2010-01-03T20:03:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!

To cut things short...2010 resolutions as follows:-

Straight long hair
Slim down so as to be Selina's & Elaine's pretty bridesmaid
To learn a skill
To quit my current job after getting another job offer
To look out for a _ _ _ _ _ _ _

as @ 03 Jan 2010

Hi, Im back

2009-09-14T20:00:00.002+08:00

wow~ been a long time since i login here... things are good so far, just that im so fat... argh!!!!

Ah jing! jia you jia you jia you!

Lets see how the two wheels will help ^^ - must jia you ah`

By Right...

2009-04-26T10:21:00.003+08:00

omg! right @ this time...my feet should be stepping on the floor of Changi airport with Diana, XueZhen & XueZhen's sister IF i didn't withdraw my resignation letter...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............i'm JEALOUS!!!! i wanna go Taiwan!!!

haiz...no choice...accept the fact & help my mum with the popiah store..hump! T_T .. i wan to go... T_T

March to Japan? hoho

原来。。。

2009-04-13T17:36:00.001+08:00

一个人坐在巴士，听着温岚唱的《祝我生日快乐》。。。是多麽的。寂寞。可悲。
一年八个月，一舜间就这样通过欢笑，愤怒，紧张，压力，白日梦，同心协力。。顺利的过了。。很舍不得但又能如何？只能祝福班上的每位同学。。幸福！
读完这堂课程，感觉好像跟男朋友分手。。。时间多了好多。。心理好空虚。。。
以后。。。再也：

不必传简讯给班上的一些好友报告班号
不必早晨四`五点起床温课-尤其是考试期间
没有同学熟悉的脸孔
没机会和Ahmad的摩多车帕在一起
没机会取笑对方有多麽傻

~叹气

I quit!

2009-03-26T07:58:00.001+08:00

Yes I quit my job...after a few weeks of pondering...

JIA YOU!

my 2:11mins with Yap Bai Bai

2009-03-20T06:40:00.000+08:00

My White FurBall - jing

*please pardon me for my high pitch call out for ah bai...one tend to act silly around his/her pet ^^

JitterBugs

2009-03-15T23:27:00.001+08:00

Tiring but fun~ Minli~ im waiting for the pixs!

Genie aka nini take me out of the first step

2009-03-01T07:09:00.006+08:00

EXERCISE
Woke up @ 7am to get down with the same routine, there's something special on 01.03.09[Sunday] for i have a date - Jogging with Genie...

this was arrange tru MSN a few days ago...in the past...i used to jog alone in the middle of the night...not anymore when the park undergo a major work a few years back...today's jog was not bad after a few years of coping myself @ home...ok la...not bad la...at least i jog continously for half out of the whole journey.

I wanna declare ....

i am undergoing a 减肥计划。。。

Every Friday - Swimming with Genie
Every Sunday - Jogging with Genie
As and when - Economy exercise club with Joanne

加力！

Work
A total change @ my work place...am totally demoralized...am too emotional to make decisions...i wanted to quit and totally lost on day 1 without my peers...day 2 slightly better-at least i could get myself to work...and now...i am just organizing myself to promote myself to HQ...that is juz me...like what Nicholas said...i am 婆婆妈妈...yeh..i admit...i cant make decision on the spot...i think ALOT...im afraid i cant do it...once up to HQ...i need to attend meetings...go home @ a later time...handle office politics...do u think Yap Lijing can do it? I gave myself up till 02 March 2009 to gif Emmeline an answer.. will I?

Friends
Do you filter your friends?

Misc
Should i take up guitar course at Yamaha?

One Day

2009-02-20T08:49:00.003+08:00

One day you will look back @ ur past & smile for how silly you are towards love...
One day you will feel painless throwing all the items given by him/her...
One day you will feel how lucky you are out of the relationship...
One day you will thank your friends on how they ignore u when you're @ the lowest point of time...

Let's wait for that One Day ^^

Lost & Found

2009-02-15T11:56:00.002+08:00

Today my topic is lost & found..Recently a series of incidents has happened in my family, and i thought we all lost it...all the laughter & happiness that used to be around the house...Luckily there is this one person, he has been putting in so much effort in pulling my family back together...& that person is my big brother...

Sometimes, I think he is a strange guy...We always make fun of him for being clumsy & outdated. But to me, he is like a red packet. During the holidays and special events he will give a red packet, just like this morning before i entered the exam...There was nothing inside,but to me, its content is love.

From now on, I wish to receive his red packet,every year,every month...no...

everyday

Because i know him and this red packet will bring our family love and happiness...

Extract from Heart of Greed

*jing ku le

Turning back time...

2009-02-15T01:47:00.002+08:00

How nice would that be? Alot of us would want that to happen...to make our life happier.. :)

people who has low acheievement would study harder
people who hit the rocks in their relationship would do more for their other half
people who regret stepping into a relationship would pull out
people who are lost would seek for advices @ an earlier stage
people who mixed with the wrong company would want to be more mature in their thinking
people who wasted all those time would want to make full use of the time to do stin meaningful

Friends normally say...dun regret for... that's the road u chose...treat it as a valuable lesson...i am moving forward...i really am...but i still cant forgive myself for being immature... at that time...

Nick say..."we're talking about a bad guy here, you should have flush him away le"
(sorry...cant forget...im not missing his goods...just wondering how could he treat me like tt in the past...?)

Is it:-

to get rid of me ASAP? or
to have 2 fantasies everyday? or
to add excitement? or
to boost his confidence? or
i didnt help to solve problems for him? or
wat?....

im allergic to LKR...

Living

2009-02-10T23:00:00.003+08:00

Do you live for yourself or do u live for others?

This question pop out before i reject shi on the Taiwan trip...

What to do when you only have one helmet~

2009-02-08T16:48:00.003+08:00

I was asked to stay till AGM...4 - 5 months to go...during these period of time...i have to think... wat to do...

2009-01-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

i need to find myself back ... i didnt know that it effect me this much...3yrs & ongoing

short

享受。。。独自逛街

2009-01-21T07:07:00.002+08:00

I really enjoy shopping alone...[opps]

Complete my cny shopping yesterday...top, bottom, shoe, inner ** .... all done~ *proud~

My hair...its all back to basic ^^

Pictures..then words...

2009-01-20T08:24:00.006+08:00

16.01.09

18.01.09

Words.....later

Promotion

2009-01-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

to account officer...Should I or should I not?

Travel to...

2009-01-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

Feel like going to ...................................................................................................................................................................

Genting.

Ame***

2009-01-05T19:14:00.003+08:00

I finally burt out my frustrations to my manager and the reply i got is: - she totally agree with me that Ame*** is:

our condo manager - always instruct us to do minor stuffs for her [meaning she dun have to do anything]
unhelpful - she will not pick up the incoming calls...not to say help out
i still blame her for agreeing to stay every tues & thurs till 7pm

hai...sad to have such colleague

i miss my 恐龙

2009-01-03T17:46:00.004+08:00

突然好想恐龙

恐龙 says:
wat u doing
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
read on beauty article
恐龙 says:
wah
恐龙says:
i bring u happiness?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
alot la
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sister happiness
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
^^
恐龙 says:
like wat?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
like...
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
1) when im down...you are there
2) u never leave me alone during festive season
3) offer to sponsor half of my air-ticket (cox i very meow)
4) u share everything with me
5) u dun care how bad i dress when im out with u [haha]
6) u laugh loudly with me in the middle of town
7) i feel comfortable with u
8) u r important to me
9) u understand my thoughts without me saying out

Resolutions

2009-01-01T19:33:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Slim down and maintain
Complete my first knitting project
***** every ***** [oni my bestie knows this...]
Produce my first crochet doll [which i will name Jing-er...hee]
Revamp this blog of mine
Keep a personal account log
Maintain a tidy room @ all time
Be serious in whatever I do
Sweeter to people who deserve to be sweeten

MatchMake?

2008-12-24T07:39:00.001+08:00

Two san ba friends of jing's conversation:-

San Ba #1: haiz...i very headache ah...my ah Ho no gf yet...
San Ba #2: haiz...same here..my ah jing no bf yet...
San Ba #1: EH! why not we match them together...
San Ba #2: GOOD IDEA!!!

jing: -_-"

Numb to everything

2008-12-21T19:36:00.001+08:00

As one grow older...one is numb to...festive seasons...so unhappy these few weeks` y?

Msg sent

2008-12-15T06:44:00.002+08:00

你好，想对你说：自从那段不愉快的分开，我的生活过的很好。我不希望你搅乱我现在平静的日子。希望你能明白。祝你生活愉快和早日能和老婆和好。 15.12.08 0633hrs

put a stop to law's nonsense

2008-12-09T19:22:00.002+08:00

I've decided to put a stop by sms-ing him to stop contacting me. Law is only worth sms-ing...no point wasting my time to meet him[which i hate] or even call him...

爱。。。是在一个人身上看到自己的责任

2008-12-08T17:18:00.002+08:00

以上那段，只有牛哥想得出这麽ｒｅｓｐｏｎｓｉｂｉｌｉｔｙ的话。以有三四个月没和他聊天了，今天得知他和六年的ｇｆ分手了。我为他难过.

After a chat with him, he's still the Nicholas i know~ mature, realistic and clear minded...the one who always gave me advices. Although he's back to the single clan...he knew how to handle himself before talking to others...*good job!

me: I am lost...so lost...
Nick: u're always lost de mah
me: [-_-"]
Nick: i tik u sld go out of ur comfort zone...go and work oversea...
me: *considering seriously

To: Lawrence

2008-12-06T12:59:00.001+08:00

From:jing

nicePix

2008-12-04T07:53:00.001+08:00

was browsing through MinLi's friendster profile when i saw this:-

*nice

xmas present

2008-12-03T07:36:00.002+08:00

I received my first xmas present yday while having a scroll with shi...so sweet of her...i already knew what to get for you...haha

2nd xmas present comes from ah Bai...i dreamt of her!! haha~ in the dream i thought i wasted that crematation $$ i paid...there were 2 other whities with her...so maybe what she's trying to tell me is...she's not lonely up there? the dream pooooooooof when i was hugging all three...woke up with a super tired body...have to jia you!

The Power of The Bestie

2008-11-30T19:47:00.003+08:00

I gave the bestie lawrence's number for she said she miss him...the bestie gave L a call around 2+ when he's having his break...they chatted and the bestie gave L a scolding when she heard L saying this:-

L: “我好想为了孩子挽留这段婚姻，我真的很对不起她（L's 老婆)”
B生气的说: “我觉得你应该回去你的美发院看有没有药水把你的脑袋洗得清醒一点。。设麽叫对不起你的老婆？你知道你当初对不起的是谁吗？”
L: 静。。。

当初和L通话，他曾经说：“我不是以前的L了”（可是经过我和B的判断，他根本就没有变。）值得贺喜的是L不在会发简讯给我。。撤底的放弃了 ^^...

难道你真的不明白我为何抗拒你的联络吗？

Biting of aluminium can

2008-11-28T20:28:00.001+08:00

Dear all:-

Consequence of over-stress:-

逃避？

2008-11-23T15:48:00.004+08:00

"Ride safely went u go back heavy rain" 19-Nov-2008 16:18

"Good m to u this week end r u free to come out to have coffee" 20-Nov-2008 07:20

"Good m do u free on this weekend to drink coffee i very sad n didnt slp for 4 day i n my wife want to divorce le if u r not free it alright." 21-Nov-2008 07:18

"If u r not free it ok." 22-Nov-2008 15:05

看了很不爽。。把我当成后备轮胎！（好大胆！）

《你》

睡不着，关我屁事。。。
面临离婚的局事，又关我屁事？

《我》是不会回复你这只负心汉的！

天空好阴，心情也好阴。。回头想想，不回复 - 代表我在逃避现实吗？

Lawrence msg me

2008-11-18T23:16:00.002+08:00

The moment i got into my room, my mum asked if a guy called me...i said"no ah"..and then i went to check my hp after changing and wat was displayed on the screen is:

3 MESSAGES
1 MISSED CALL

OK-i clicked and got this:-"How r u i am lawrence do u know who i am."
I replied:"Kang Rong?"
He replied:"Yes"

I called the man whom i shared 5 yrs of r/s with, after we broke off...we are contact-less for 3 yrs..summary of the conversation is...his wife is now stepping on another boat...the child is not his..and he still thinks that his wife is the victim...[where i am victim]...F off la...anyway, is this wat they call RETRIBUTION?

The Art of Letting Go

2008-11-18T19:02:00.006+08:00

Dr. Alan Zimmerman’s Comments:

Sooner or later, everyone you know will disappoint you in some way. They’ll say something or fail to say something that will hurt you. And they’ll do something or fail to do something that will anger you. It’s inevitable.

Unfortunately, you make things worse when you stew over someone’s words and deeds. When you dwell on a rude remark or an insensitive action made by another person, you’re headed for deeper problems. In fact, the more you dwell on these things, the more bitter you’ll get.

You’ll find your joy, peace and happiness slipping away. And you’ll find your productivity slowing down as you spend more and more time thinking about the slight or telling others about it. Eventually, if you don’t stop doing it, you’ll even get sick. So what should you do the next time someone betrays you?

TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR FEELINGS.

Even though the other person may be at fault, even though the other person wronged you, you are still responsible for your own feelings. Other people do not “cause” your feelings. You choose them.

For example, two different people could be told that their suggestions made at the staff meeting were “stupid and idiotic.” One person may “choose” to feel so hurt that he never speaks up at any other meeting again. The other person may “choose” to feel sorry for the critic, sorry that the critic couldn’t see the wisdom and necessity of his suggestions.

As long as you blame other people for your feelings, as long as you believe other people caused your feelings, you’re stuck. You’re a helpless victim. But if you recognize the fact that you choose your feelings and you are responsible for your feelings, there’s hope. You can take some time to think about your feelings. And you can decide what is the best thing to say or do.

Then, you’ve got to learn to WALK AWAY FROM DISAPPOINTMENT.

It’s difficult to do, but it’s possible. The famous 19th century Scottish historian, Thomas Carlyle, proved that. After working on his multi-volume set of books on “The French Revolution” for six years, Carlyle completed the manuscript and took volume one to his friend John Stuart Mill. He asked Mill to read it.

Five days later, Mill’s maid accidentally threw the manuscript into the fire. In agony, Mill went to Carlyle’s house to tell him that his work had been destroyed.

Carlyle did not flinch. With a smile, he said, “That’s all right, Mill.
These things happen. It is a part of life. I will start over. I can remember most of it, I am sure. Don’t worry. It’s all here in my mind.
Go, my friend! Do not feel bad.”

As Mill left, Carlyle watched him from the window. Carlyle turned to his wife and said, “I did not want him to see how crushed I am by this misfortune.” And with a heavy sigh, he added, “Well the manuscript is gone, so I had better start writing again.”

Carlyle finally completed the work, which ranks as one of the great classics of all time. He had learned to walk away from his disappointment.

After all, what could Carlyle have done about his burnt manuscript?

Nothing. Nothing would have resurrected the manuscript. All Carlyle could do was to get bitter or get started.

And what can you do about anything once it is over?

Not much. You can try to correct it if it is possible, or you can walk away from it if it isn’t. Those are your only two choices.

soCute!

2008-11-15T16:54:00.001+08:00

Prj Day

2008-11-14T09:04:00.000+08:00

Today ish prj day...haiz~ took leave juz to do up WADT...

一种米养百种人

2008-11-12T21:17:00.004+08:00

厌棬了这种生活，为“设”麽有些人好客气。。有些人则觉得“这是你应该为我做的.”

Morning Song

2008-11-05T06:54:00.003+08:00

Had the urge to listen to this song:-

silly day...

2008-11-03T22:37:00.002+08:00

From GoodWood Park Hotel to Hans.... embarrassing day indeed...

Jo slim alot...her face is so small...aiyo~

tks boss for the dinner~ wooooooooooohhoooooooooooooooooo

empty headed makes a dizzy day...

Unwell . Betray . Dissappointment

2008-11-02T02:04:00.007+08:00

I had a dizzy day @ work...The council members should feel my love in the dim sum they are eating...i bought them in my raincoat hor! Got myself wet...but dun think they'll appreciate it...

Went home to rest after work...couldn't sleep...meet Diana for a show @ causeway point...[The Coffin] omg...i jumped twice!!! [no guts]..Difference between Diana & me:-

Diana - watched with eyes wide open, no signs of her moving even the slightest, very "zai"

Me - watched with bag covering my one and a half eye [peeping tru a slight allowance], jumped out of my seat twice.

"wow!!! ni heng li hai lei, mei you bei xia dao!"

"you ah...wo de shou duo le yi xia"

"-_-""

The topic of men betraying women's love pop out of our mouth as we chat...i have a question posting out to all men:-

DEAR MEN,

Why do you guys betray your partner's love and chose to get involve with another lady?

FROM: jing

haiz~ juz dun understand u guys~ juz stick to one` cannot meh?

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There was a period of time where Diana was stressful over her family & classmates...she stepped into the world of depression...[actuali im kindda angry @ myself...y didnt i accompany her @ that period of time?][wat kind of friend am i?] where THE THOUGHT cross tru her mindset~

Dear Diana,

Im glad u didnt do anything silly...if not~ i will be guilty de...

i miss my Yap BaiBai....badly

2008-10-25T22:59:00.003+08:00

yeh~ i miss her badly...how i wish i could sayang her soft coat of fur...on this sat.. she must have recarnated into some one or animal..hmmmm...wonder wat cld it be?

is it the bug that flew and got stuck into my treatment hat on 24.10.08?
or is it the ant that make its way onto my hand when i had my rambutan?

haiz...

i still miss feeding her...miss changing her soiled bedding~ so i went to the pet shop where i got her 5 yrs ago and disappointed to say that~ there isnt a single rabbit~ *sad

Rest In Peace..my sweet

2008-10-21T17:08:00.003+08:00

Bye bye bai~ be good in your next life in whatever u r recarnate into~ i love u! Thank you for bringing so much fun and sweetness to the Yap family for the past 5 yrs. Your playfullness brighten our heart...although u used to pull YiSheng kor kor's leg hair...but he still dotes u` u used to go after YiPei kor kor and tries to nip him...but he enjoy being chased by u~ u used to please mama in the afternoon for a stick of carrot and now she will miss tt precious moment...papa wanted to pat u so much on ur head and now he cant. and me...i miss u badly!!!

Bai's follow up

2008-10-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

she behaved well on the day of consultation...after 6 days...which is today...she ate her pellets but not alot...what i observed in her today is----> she breath heavily. haiz~ be mentally prepared.

myRabbit

2008-10-12T21:06:00.003+08:00

She is not as energetic as before...she wont go after my family members as often as she does in the past...Nowadays...all she did when i let her out is:- to slack at abnormal places...places where she will NOT lay herself comfortably...

Something is very wrong with her...is she catching up with age? or are those symptoms of her leaving us? The thought of her leaving me...leave me with tears...

Told my family members to keep extra lookout...if...she ever...i will cremate her...and let her live in my heart.

Spore Civil Defence Force Training

2008-10-08T20:06:00.003+08:00

Eye candy eye candy!!!

Why do men in uniform melt me? argh!!!!

& i got this:

Taaaaaaaaa Daaaaaaaaaaaaaa..

yeh, its not something fantastic...but its for my self satisfaction ^^...

I wanna change job!!!

I have stiff neck

2008-10-02T08:07:00.004+08:00

01.10.08 [Public Holiday]

I was lazing on my bed thinking of what Diana is doing...and "Tee Tee" "Tee Tee"...
I received a msg from her asking what's my plan for today..

jing:"no where"
Diana:"Daiso? then K?"
jing...[@ the back of my mind...should i? K? or prj? oh no!!!]
jing:"ok lo"

and there we are....k-ed for 4 hrs...then to dinner...it started with this:-

Then followed by the rest:-

02.10.08

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ Stiff neck is restricting my turning~ it hurts when i turned to the right; left & back~ you guys should see me riding with a stiff neck...its the joke of the day lo...i have difficulties making a U-turn....and filtering out a lane...it hurts!!! haiz...took half day to get the senseh to "tui" for me...

Shi agreed to take up the Basic Pedi & Medi course with me...yeh!!!

& as we decided to enroll for the course, it means that the Taiwan trip will be canceled. When Luan learned that we're not going to visit her...she was so damn disappointed... [pey sey ah...air tix ex ah]

Basic Medi & Pedi

2008-09-30T21:16:00.002+08:00

Dear Shi,

I'm interested in the below...wanna enroll together?

Touches my heart early in the morning

2008-09-29T07:12:00.004+08:00

Have not login to WAYN for quite some time [its a site that promotes traveling, there's review on hotel, places...countries... go check it out @ http://www.wayn.com] There has been mails appearing in my "Junk Mail" from WAYN, woke up early today with nothing to do...i decided to check on the mails sent by others..and i saw Dianas's face in my Inbox... and she's super sweet lo...touches my heart when i saw these: "My Best Pal ever...Eat, Travel, Shop...etc..Most of the time we're there for each other!" [and it brighten my day ;) ]

Lesson was cancelled today, Mark said that he has mood to do prj and now tt lesson was cancelled [i say that he's err xin lo]...i emailed the person-in-charge if they cld stilll operate the lab even if the lesson was cancelled...she replied yes...but then~ Mark couldnt stand the time she took in order to reply me..when i told him:"The executive allowed..." He said:"Opps, i date my GF liao" ... "ok...no lab for Mark" [you know gals will be so damn disaapointed when the BF say that he cant make it when he ask the GF out 1st...then in the 1st place, dun ask la...]

In the end, I asked Dave...

"Dave...wanna go school?"
"Huh...today no class lei"
"I asked the executive to open the lab"
"Ok...if u want...i accompany u lo"
"Ok set"

......

In the end, i cancelled the so-call "Prj night"...cox... L.A.Z.Y [and it rained heavily...road wet...not safe to ride...haha]

My neigbour...whom i dislike....has bad breath ... did she brush? omg...i actually inhale her breath...*puke

oh yeh...today am abit moody...so i talk alot in my heart...i realized that ppl who are attached will blog mostly on the relationship they're into NOW...ppl who're single...[like me]...hee...will blog on Friends, Work, Emo on past relationship....etc]....arghhhhhhhh...... sick!

Change of Plan

2008-09-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

I told Mel that i will stay @ home & do my prj today...In the end, i wen to Ikea then to Daiso then had a nice meal @ a Japanese restaurant~ haiz~ tmr must do

Self reflection in process...lets do it part by part~ JIA YOU!

Shopping~

2008-09-21T19:19:00.004+08:00

Woke up @ 7am to help my mum, same old same old~ popiah skin, beanspout & eggs...

Mum need a mini chopper to mince her garlic...so i took a bus down to sheng song to get a cheap one...haha~ main objective is to get a mini chopper but see what i got:-

-->Sandwich Maker [$22.90]
-->Mini Chopper [$29.00]
---> Steam Iron [$21.90]

Amelia called me to ask about the prompting from Norton....errr...but i dunno what she's talking about~ so she said that she will draw to me tmr morning~ haha...After she said:"Where are you now?"...i replied:"Home"... "Why u @ home??? u single...should go out more mah~ i bo bian need to stay @ home...u single should go out more..."

jing:"..." [aiya...that's me mah~ i juz like to stay @ home]

Block Party @ 481...Castle Green

2008-09-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

Thinking back...i think i got molested by one of the resident...he walked in...instead of turning right to get his plate...he walk straight to my direction and i felt a finger brushing my butt for 3seconds~ he made a big round to take his plate~ DAMMIT! i couldnt reveal him~ no1 will believe me~ some more~ im alone in that corner~ stoopid resident!!! - asshole!

All righty...Party was a success after all...no complaints~ no arguments~ no disputes~ food was all right~ not too bad...programs lined up was enuff to entertain the children...so far so good~ right now~ need to clear my work le~ i've a few Sec 47 (1)(c) to do~ i so hated tt~ update of Access Cards~ debtors~ programming of Access Cards for the lucky draw~ argh!

I thought that i could ride off to get home as soon as possible~ BUT~ sad to say that my bike is down~ cant start~ haiz~ see how tmr bah~

My night with Faz [The Black Chinese]

2008-09-16T22:50:00.001+08:00

Faz says:
i think something is wrong with her
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i haben read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
is it interesting?
Faz says:
it sounds like another fake story
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i m reading~
Faz says:
i think she's just desperately trying make herself feel better by posting all those
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:

٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wats up with the kids in there?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
spoil their value talking all tt
Faz says:
even if the story is true, i mean, what is wrong with that guy, seriously, either way, both are so wrong in so many different levels
Faz says:
human can be very nasty sometimes, i guess
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
~ wat tt girl is tHinking abt
Faz says:
funny thing is, both wanted sex but cannot get, lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
or is she tryin to get the guys in there High?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
so tt she cld get whoever she wants?
Faz says:
attention, that's all she wants, obviously she doesnt get the kinda attention she wants in real life
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
hey!
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i thInk u r right
Faz says:
so she fabricate all these stories to ease herself i guess
Faz says:
basically, she needs proffesional help
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
she doesnt get the attention she wans in real life
Faz says:
thats why
Faz says:
but she's also quite proud, so..
Faz says:
shit i got banned from flowerpod again
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u go flowerpod for wat
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
shop?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
beauty advise?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sell?
Faz says:
disturb those high and mighty "holy virgins"
Faz says:
hehehe
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no wonder u got banned
Faz says:
i know i deserve it, so its ok
Faz says:
but it's fun to challenge their "morals"
Faz says:
other than that, i still got one more account not banned, that one i post to give tips and stuffs
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wat tips~
Faz says:
no, not beauty tips though, haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
gif me the link lei
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i go read
Faz says:
dont want
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
Y
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wan!
Faz says:
usually fitness or business
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wanna read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i wanna read
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
wanna read~~
Faz says:
because i wanna remain anonymous, lol
Faz says:
i think i'm wasting too much time on forums
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
even over at edmw i got banned
Faz says:
practically i got at least one account banned on every major sg forum
Faz says:
internet is so fun, but ppl sometimes take it too personally
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
sporean
Faz says:
fine wit, cause the evil in me cant resist provoking them, kekeke
Faz says:
fine with me*
Faz says:
you know, i thought only singaporeas are like thses, but it's even worst in american and australian forums
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
reali
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
worst than sporean?
Faz says:
only the european forums are very open for mature and intellectual discussion
Faz says:
sometimes yeah
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
im done wif the forum~
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
entertaining`
Faz says:
me too, unless i;m really bored
Faz says:
forums are there for ppl to whine so that they can feel better for themselves
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
not much comments its always nice to slp next to a guy tt's form a fren n got respect hard to find >.<
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
a girl commented t s
Faz says:
i feel sad for all these local girls
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh me too
Faz says:
to side track, did i tell you how local young, like very young girls dont look their age?
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no
Faz says:
i'm ashamed to admit i went on a date with a 14 year old girl
Faz says:
like wtf, i thought she;s 20!
Faz says:
luckily it was just a casual meeting
Faz says:
have to avoid her calls after that
Faz says:
shit, damn suay sia
Faz says:
think she's born in 1993, shit shit shit
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
how did u know her?
Faz says:
near my school
Faz says:
i assumed she's from my school
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
never do ur mkt research
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
14 yrs old~
Faz says:
but, she dont look 14, hell not even 16 at all
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:

Faz says:
sad...
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u bad`
Faz says:
they way she carry herself and they way she converse, she'll put alot of my childish friends my age to shame
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
she's from a well to do family?
Faz says:
she's so smart though, i seldom get to meet smart girls, so..
Faz says:
yep, definitely, gucci bag and expensive looking makeup and hair do (not those ah lian type mind you)
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
~ that explains the way she carry herself then
Faz says:
i had a very very good 1st impression of her, and yeah i like her, so that's why, too shock
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
and u sure u're ignoring her calls and stuffs????
Faz says:
i know i shouldnt, but yeah i am
Faz says:
i did told her, telling her if she's out of her mind, i mean, we're like 10 or so years apart
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
26-14=12
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
12 yrs
Faz says:
cause i know i will definitely fall for her, so yeah, no way
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh~
Faz says:
yes 12!
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
no prob~ u'll get some1 better
Faz says:
omg
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
12yrs~ age gap too big
Faz says:
i feel so like chee ko pek sia
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
k
Faz says:
lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
arent u
Faz says:
i am, but usually it's only for fun
Faz says:
this is too real
Faz says:
hahaha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
now i see a girl i like, dont think i dare smile back or talk to her, i mean, i cant straight away ask their age right? or ask them to shoe me their ic or something
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
` u say oni la
Faz says:
never will i chat up a girl in town again
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
i dun believe u
Faz says:
will go to only those tai tai type
Faz says:
hahah, i dont believe myself either, but it's a lesson learned
Faz says:
but damn, why does she has to be that young, argghhh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
ohw ell, not like i wanna get married anyways
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
hows ur abs coming on?
Faz says:
not bad, but my body still not getting any bigger
Faz says:
definition is there but, no mass :/
Faz says:
i wanna be like a bodybuilder big
Faz says:
the type where ppl see me size and get scared
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
body builder's action ~ quite retard
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha [pardon me]
Faz says:
lol dont worry, it is
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
they move as though their muscle is dropping
Faz says:
some moved ike their panties got stuck or something
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
LOL
Faz says:
imagine the abrasions and all..
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u wanna be like them?
Faz says:
hahahaha
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
retard moves
Faz says:
well not exactly, but i die die wanna get bigger
Faz says:
wanted to take steroids but i'm scared of needles
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun la
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
take protein powders
Faz says:
i can finish one pretein tub in 2 weeks
Faz says:

٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
expensive~ isnt it
Faz says:
thats about 80 servinfs per tub
Faz says:
yep, gettin more and more ex
Faz says:
just last december, i can get a tub for 50
Faz says:
now the price is 80
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun care abt the price~
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
go towards ur objective
Faz says:
i dont mind, as i always buy more
Faz says:
problem is my body type, i need to eat heavy every 2hrs to achive my objective
Faz says:
it's tiring
Faz says:
but at least in jan, my weight is 55
Faz says:
now i'm 65
Faz says:
still, that's way too light
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
drink more gain more
Faz says:
so much for 80kg by sept 08
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
long way to go
Faz says:
but its ok, starting a new program in oct, so hopefully by xmas, can see significant results
Faz says:
just gotta push myself more
Faz says:
i'm like so addicted to pain now
Faz says:
love the pain
Faz says:
and guess what, i started doing yoga this months
Faz says:
llol
Faz says:
but it's good really
Faz says:
i feel lighter, not my weight, not sure how to describe it, more at peace? i dont know, but yoga rocks
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
u signed up for course?
Faz says:
nope, do at home
Faz says:
shy lah
Faz says:
i bought a mat
Faz says:
and bought this video course online
Faz says:
so can do at the comfort of my own room
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
icic
Faz says:
i feel like renting a room
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
4 wat
Faz says:
not sure
Faz says:
lol
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
dun
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
save tt $$ to buy a hse
Faz says:
hmm yeah, hopefully in 2 years can afford my own place
Faz says:
sg so ex
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
yeh
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
buy a condo to rent out
Faz says:
yep definitely thought of that
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
if renovated nicely~ can fetch up tp $3000 to $5000 per mth
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
$$ lei
Faz says:
but i sucked at all these things, i can buy anything i want online from anywhere all over the whole, but when comes to things like this, i dont know how to go bout it
Faz says:
*world
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
get an agent
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
haha
Faz says:
hmm yah, time to do some networking
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
k la~ nice catcHin up wif u
٠ jing ღ ٠ says:
chat wif u again~i go ZzzzZZz
Faz says:
okok cya nights!

Down with cold

2008-09-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

for the past 4 days~ had slight signs of cold last Thursday....friday my cold isnt shy to face eveyone...so taaaaaaa daaaaaaaaaaaa~ i officially have cold on friday` couldnt stand the temperature in the office, being cold all the time and sniffing of my mucas~ i couldnt tahan` & request to take MC` there is stin that bothers me~

jing:"can i take MC today?"
Mgr:"..." [no reply...means cannot? cox normally when a person is true enuff` they will immediately give you an answer]
jing: shut up` and wait ....
jing:"Can i take MC?"
Amelia:"Cannot" [i know she's joking]
jing:"Can i take MC?"
Amelia:"can la can la"

Then~ why didnt mgr reply huh? ...

pedi & medi || Taiwan ||

2008-09-10T06:14:00.003+08:00

yes! the wait is kindda long but the day finally arrive!! yeah~

shi suggest flying to Taiwan to visit luan on nov...pray hard the air ticket wont be so ex...

Internal audit passed! set my heart @ ease...@ least Boss has face to show others. But hor!!! Winne & Abigail wanna select us for external audit~ dammit!

off to Muar on 07.09.08

2008-09-02T21:24:00.003+08:00

Been told by my mum that my XXX (whoever) relative is getting married...being ordered to follow her in to Muar to attend a wedding dinner...argh~ 2 hrs of car journey~ -_-"

I think Jo must have miss us very much...called us up for the past two days just to listen to our voice~ We miss you too!! :* your nonsense action~ your nonsense talk~ but anyway, sooner or later...u can adapt to the life in Melville de...i trust u can ^^

Internal audit coming...and yeah...i dun gif a damn...totally bo chap...

unhappy mood

2008-09-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

you yi dian bu kai xin...dunno why~ PMS?

myDay

2008-08-26T20:16:00.003+08:00

Morning

i bang onto the cabby's backside...cant make it to brake in time~ and got myself a BIG blue black...haiz~ [pain de lo]...and i think the driver thought that its his stuffs in his boot thats moving...tt's why he didnt confront me...but the drivers surrounding me look @ me lo... [shy]

Afternoon

rush printing the meeting documents...copier down...huge swamp of residents stomp in...busy like hell...and ah hock wants me to do a soft copy of the payment vocuher...last sentence he said to me:"if you have time..please do the experienment that i ask u to do"...[my mind:"no time to do oso have to do la...arbo u complain to my boss...how?"

Night

Finally had my box back...been boxless for the past 1 month...carrying the bag here and there..when it rains i gotta share my raincoat with my bag...

*when i re-read the blog entry which i've i just made...i was thinking to myself...why is my eng so broken??? dammit!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUEZHEN!!!!! ^^

Busy sat

2008-08-23T06:49:00.002+08:00

I will have a busy day today...

9am~1pm work
1pm~5pm Seletar Spring condo to help out in family day event
from 5pm onwards...spend the rest of my day...@ Johor Bahru to catch up with Mei, Zhen & Diana...

The things that worries me are:-

i'm not familiar with the road to seletar spring condo....meaning i have to ride dummy-ly
IU unit down, unable to park @ the carpark near Sheng Song...

haiz~ see how it goes bah...

yeh..school stress me out with OO programming...2 web based prjs where we have to do it individually...**STRESS!

2008-08-20T21:29:00.003+08:00

one of my fav. commercial:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzMtd-NLKYo

The cherry tomato spout~

2008-07-31T11:47:00.002+08:00

am so happy when i 1st saw this on 30 July 2008:-

the next day...31 July...am happier when i saw these: -

mission

2008-07-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

Japanese @JAS? [been considering since 28.07.08]

exam coming...study!!!!

she Left

2008-06-30T17:39:00.002+08:00

she left...

everyone who arrive @ the airport cried...[except her brother]...i didnt have much to tell her, just wan her to take very good care of herself. I tried to hold back my tears...but when the police was checking her passport...i cried when i look @ her back. She will not be by my side for 2 years...

Rajah said:"who am i going to blurred out my sorrows to whenever im down?"
Elaine:"jing & shi here ah"
Rajah:"they so busy..."

yeh...gotta apologize to Rajah...am kindda busy...n i cant really concentrate on what u're saying when my mind is full of outstanding stuffs.

My tears still roll.....whenever my mind is occupied with her face. really love my bestie ALOT...the only girl who will stand by my side...the only girl who will support in whatever i do...the only girl who treasure my existence...the only girl who is willing to let me share everything of hers.[except her hubby...i dun wan oso lo]

love ya!

9th AGM, ISOG

2008-06-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

The 9th AGM is finally over~ new laws being implemented...meaning...we have to be more careful.. sad cox Philip is not the chairman anymore, overall...he's ok although he's naggy...but sweet enuff to refurbish the office before he resign himself as a chairman.

ermmm~ Mel ish angry with us...cox we left her out of the prj...anyway...isnt the main objective be---> to finish the prj..anyway, past le...now concentrate on DDMG bah.

9 days

2008-06-21T19:54:00.003+08:00

As the days for her to fly gets closer, we fork out more time for each other. She'll call me to have supper, call me to go k-ing, call me for pedicure, call me for manicure, ...& me...will reject her for SOME stuffs [haha...] I am adjusting myself without her..[not to forget her, but to get used w/o her voice, her call, her sweetness, her smile...]

a thought came to my mind..where i find it so so true...a person wouldnt treasure someone when he or she is with them. Take for example, my bestie & my case...in the past, i'll reject some of her request...but now that I know that she's flying to Taiwan for the next two years...i'll try my best to say "yes...lets go"....hao se bu de.. yeah...although can't bear to see her leaving my side for the next two years...i've no choice but to let her go ah...cox if i put myself in her shoe...i'll make the same decision as hers. Anyway, im here in spore to help her settle some stuffs. [dun worry...count on me]

*sad

oh yeh~ my judgment is quite poor these two weeks ...knock onto 2 lorries' side mirror when i am squeezing tru those vehicles... haiz~ time to check my sight...shit! [see...monitor are bad for eyes...i used to have perfect eyesight lei]

myFavPix

2008-06-19T06:15:00.004+08:00

Set my alarm to 0300hrs so that i cld wake up & work on my ISOG prj...BUT...i couldn't wake up~ snooze it~ & c'tinue with my sweet dream...the weather is so cooling!!! anyway, i woke up @ 0530 instead...

out of all the photos i took for her...i love this:-

GL alone

2008-06-17T08:34:00.004+08:00

Emmeline ish on medical leave today...which means~~~ I have to do the general ledger ALONE! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...alone~~ nvm la..juz do whatever I can...pend those which i have no clues on...wahhaa...i think she's going to kill me... :p

I yearn for Big Onion Bee Hoon...& I cooked...ate it = satisfaction~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Charlie's Angels

2008-06-16T20:41:00.003+08:00

The Bestie has an aweful day, she get to know stin which she cant take it...she's not being herself from the way she talk...yeh..how i wish i could juz hug her... [Bstie...dun think toomuch...can settle de]

For me....i had a slack-ful day...The Charlie's Angels were tired from all those kung fu...[we were tag charlie angels by one of the council member]

& yeah...update on my prj~ i didnt touch a single thing.

人越大，是不是对每件事情感到容易感动？还是。。。单身的太旧，对每个人感到敏感？

Sweet Diana

2008-06-15T23:02:00.005+08:00

Diana did a very thoughtful & sweet gesture for me today...look @ this:-

Those are lyrics with Han Yu Ping Yin just for me, she knew that i simply love the song "Da Ge" by Janice...haha...but i dunno how to sing cox its in cantonese...so i can oni hum to it whenever im in KTV...& guess wat? she gave me a surprise by passing me that lyrics...i was SO SO touched! Can you imagine the time she fork out for me juz to write the lyrics...hao gan dong~~~ i make sure i learn tt...[thank you Diana]

and ppl~ I overspent... have to bar myself @ home le. No cards out & little cash will determine how i shall spend the rest of the 15 days for the mth of June 2008.

The bestie will fly on the 30th, a little surprise is in process just for her to kill the time from Spore to Taiwan...

I have 2 prjs lagging behind and I seriously need to look into it.

heavy rain

2008-06-10T22:44:00.003+08:00

I nearly bang into a cabby which stops in front of a green lighted traffic, HENG! i siam~ but uncle...plz lei...see properly please.HEAVY rain lei...

Ahmad did funny pose of riding my wave with long legs...*not suitable for you...please get a scrambler...or S4 [its the best]

Dear Bestie

2008-06-10T00:56:00.005+08:00

I killed a flying roach!!! [dun worry...i video-ed it...u guys can see how it dance..]

The bestie will be flying off to Taiwan on the 30th of June...for me...i will definitely miss her..

For jing:-
no more nags...no more of her accompany...no more calls...no more silly action of hers...no more generous smiles..no more sweet acts...no more cries...no more simple minded her...no more asking of spellings...no more asking of meanings for sentences...no more of me being by her side...no more growing up together for the next two to four years...no more supper in the middle of the night...no more digesting laughter from her...no more celebrating of occasions with her...no more of hanging our hands with each other...no more sweet thoughts while shopping...no more of her understanding...no more pedicure & medicure together...

For bestie:-
No more of me being the only one to hear your secrets, no more of me rejecting ur outings, no more of me being by ur side, no more of me walking away from you while you're talking, no more of me pillioning you, no more of me laughing @ ur NOT funny jokes, no more of me making fun of her..

but dun worry...i will still keep our friendship as tight as a seal container...dun care if we cant see each other everyday[cox i've ur pix in my room]...dun care if we cant hear each other voices[i will fly there juz to visit you], dun care if u have a secret to share [spend $$..n u're sure to hear me over the phone], dun care if you're bored [i will entertain you tru traditional mails]...with that...we wont sail apart

@ school 0930hrs

2008-06-07T12:20:00.004+08:00

my brain couldnt adjust itself to produce a report on my lovely bed anymore...i dunno why...juz cant lo...i used to study on tt bed...but whenever i get myself ready to work on my project...brain couldnt function.

So i came to school juz to work on a bit of report...cox 19 June is the due date..haha~ yeh...i know its kindda late but this is our slogan " We perform better when the deadline is near" [haha]

I am kindda worried for Jo...hai...see her like tt.. make me recall my past... :) the only difference is i could let go easier as im single...dun have to worry so much...sorrow between the bf and the gf. but hers...include child, his family and her family..

I MISSED KOREAN FOOD!!!! [yummy]

The 82s' & The 85s'

2008-06-04T19:52:00.010+08:00

HD: ok ok take care if later wanna go dam let mi know haha
HD: ahah regret ah.. lol.. i drive corolla till can slp haha
HD: argh~~~ i go play game
HD: summore 2 door
HD: 1.5 manuel very nice to drive lor
HD: 1.3 auto
HD: 80 plus minus
MN: getz hw mani litre?
HD: sianz... mine getz... 80 - lor and max can go nia -_-
MN: corolla is abt $80 bucks after discount.. WRX.. 120 or so
HD: $
HD: ur full tank how much?
MN: can can.. i ok with it... haha i enjoy sea breeze ..
MN: sometimes i pump till i so fet up.. i dun wan to see the amount.. juz swipe n go..
HD: anyway nice chatting with u next time we can go dam and chit chat
HD: petrol is so ex lor
MN: ya agree.. lol..

HD: no matter how rich i am i get a car which can save petrol haha
MN: when 25 i wan to get a type R hahaha ( hope so )
MN: i saving ..
HD: GT ex
HD: anyway if i want to change car i sure change to vios sport
MN: we got the hi-mount n the fish tail.. if put, also put GT wing la.. haha

wow~ look @ tt conversation...when im 22-23...the question that hung ard my mouth is:- "eh...wanna pak goo li?" [haha...no la]

Anyway, there's a great difference between The 82s' & The 85s'...i dun have to state...u guys know right...[now I kind of understand how my mum compare her life with mine]

i juz read Joan's blog..kindda emotional after reading the article...Rest In Peace Lau Yan Xian..

http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=19072&category=75

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_yn0JG1qUjE

Japan ٠ dark circles٠ work

2008-06-02T20:49:00.004+08:00

yeh, 超想去日本！shi juz came back from Japan - a country i love soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much! she temp me wif the descriptions...i dun care..die die muz go!

Long hrs in front of a monitor duing office hrs caused tis: - ٠.٠

thought Mr chan would stand firm on his decision~ but...but...but... flowery words makes him float, thus he couldnt think properly & we sld stay in CGR...after AGM...haiz

Happy Birthday

2008-04-03T09:39:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday :)

Time to work towards your goal ah jing *kiss

too young...

2008-03-03T19:16:00.005+08:00

I was too young to determine...

I miss Lawrence out of the sudden....

Happy birthday bestie!

Vow

2008-01-27T20:43:00.001+08:00

I, Yap Lijing, vow to cut down my weight to 45kg by 31st Dec 2008.

Reward: I have not think of it yet.

Purnishment: Be fat for the rest of my life!

surprise from "the biker who park beside me"

2008-01-06T20:50:00.010+08:00

I had a LONG day today, woke up @ 6am...cox of the phone rings...after tt~ i cant slp le..so helped my mum with the popiah skin which i promise to....i woke Diana up @ 8am (wahahhaa...so happy! Diana~ cannot slp so much) to accompany me to JB to shop..

The usual us....we shop...but today we are bookworms~ we bought books! Elaine scream when she heard tt I came to msia to buy books~she comment tt im crazy~ n with a WAHAHA...she hung up the phone with me hanging the smile on my face...

all righty...enuff of shopping...what surprise me is..while i was riding...i saw this piece of paper popping out from my trottle:-

what is written on the paper is this:
9029****
Can make friends with ue? I same parking m/cycle with you.

Diana: He must be a msian! broken english
me: i dunno, anyway, im not gg to call back...but this shows tt i still have CHARM!!! wahaha!!!
Diana: *sweat :x

Retail Therepy

2008-01-01T20:52:00.001+08:00

So happy today! i did my shopping with bestie again... bzbz day... :-

1st location: IMM
...while she proceed to collect her camera...i went to Daiso to shop...these are the stuffs i bought:

A 2 tier display box
A cotton bag for my mum to put her onions & potatoes
2 cute pinic bedding, one is for my rabbit's base
1 peach fragrance balls
1 face roller[to slim ur face...i can do it while watching animes...]
Carp mobile kit...i dunno watz tt...buy for self entertainment
A cute toilet roll deco
Wrapper to decorate my plain basket
A flies trap for my mum to stick all the flies tt fly around her stall...

After Daiso..went to popular to get 2 book stands & a bottle of glue.

2nd location: Toa Payoh Central
She went to get a memory card just to get songs sang from chipmucks...where did i go? I went shopping again! I bought:

3 book files
2 DIY 3D puzzle, one for her & one for me
1 chain...with tiny crowns...cute lo!

3rd location: Orchard taka
1st thing we headed to----> KFC... hungry till wanna faint liao~ after filling our cute stomach...we head to get bedsheet...1've got 3! cute de lo...

Mickey & minnie
Donald & daisy
Tweety!
2 towels landed in my shopping basket too [Mickey][Minnie]~ haha

my poor ankle hasnt recover yet... i better head to the sensei at 925...i need to excercise le...cannot be like this liao!

p/s: i forgot to tks shi & elaine...thank you for ur gifts! i like it alot! I got a precious moment passport holder, a frog bag & a winnie the pooh mash bag... how sweet of them to think of me while shopping~ love u!

1st post of 2008

2008-01-01T01:44:00.003+08:00

1st January 2008...my post @ 1.44am...i was thinking of missing in action for 6mths to fulfill my wish...should i?

i think..i sld...to have a peace of mind...to do stin which i always wanted to...

Resolutions

2007-12-31T14:49:00.007+08:00

Castle Green's year end party is a SUCCESS! YES~ Amelia & me were super happy~ nothing major happened..juz a minor one...this resident claimed that he only collected 3 sets of set meals though he gave 4 coupons to my one of my counciler...i consult Amelia befor making any decision...

jing: Amelia, he said that he only collected 3 sets of bento although he gave 4 coupons...how? [cox we can't turn back time, how are we going to check?]
Amelia: cannot
Resident: [shouted angrily]WHAT DO U MEAN CANNOT?! I asked that guy to check but he didnt! jing: [whisper to Amelia] nvm la...gif my set to him.. i dun wan arguements..spoil my day..its oni 2 hrs more to finish this stoopid party.
Amelia: ....[i can actuali see that she's worried tt i dun have food to eat]
jing: [pass a set of bento to the resident]
Resident: *smile! thanks...[and walk away]
Amelia: you believe him meh?
jing: wat to do..nvm la..we have bread in the office...i can eat bread..arguement is unhealthy...i dun like..if i can gif...gif lo...it's oni food..since he want...juz take lo

Other than that...everything is fine! in the end...do i get a set for myself?
YES!!!
cox Amelia othered extras..haha

Brain: what's your new year resolutions?
jing: to slim down...earn alot...should I continue with degree?
Brain: if u have the determination...do it! like how you do it for the diploma..full of enthu!
jing: kinnda lazy lei..wat if it turn out to be the same like wat i did now? stop halfway for PSB...
Brain: its because you dun have the motivation to do it...recall how much motivation you have when u studied for ITE & MIS? you dun mind to stay up the night just to finish one project...
jing: yeh..i tik its because I have a group to take care of...it's a team work..has to finish the whole project mah
Brain:How are you going to slim down?
jing: Have to jog like how I used to jog 5 yrs back...die die must jog, rain mus jog, midnight muz jog...no matter wat, i muz jog...jog everyday! More meals but less food~
Brain: earn alot...how?
jing: Change job! [maybe this will urge me to continue with degree][i want to buy a unit!]

conclusion: Its because I couldnt find the reason to do it, I have the motivation to study in ITE is cox I wanted to enter into Poly...I studied hard for MIS cox I wanted a diploma since I cant enter poly despite i get an above average GPA...nvm...luckily i've a optimistic thinking :D tks to my mum..im born with optismistic thinking...haha..everything happens for a reason ..

Castle Green's year end party

2007-12-28T20:40:00.002+08:00

i celebrated xmas with two of my besties, went to ktv @ AMK...had a crazy night but am not allowed to upload those videos~ HAHA!!! (banned)... oki...i have two sweeties by my side who dump their hubbies just to accompany me AND HOW SWEET IS THAT? and why are they doing tt? cox im boyfriendless... they dun wan me to spend xmas alone :D seriously i am touch! Thank you Shi & luan~i love love u gals!

Castle Green's year end party drain my energy, have to entertain complaints, collect payments, reply enquires...all these when i had my ankle spran...n to tell u ~ its was quite bad...not those light ones...tmr was the day where Amelia and my effort will put an end to it, i pray hard hard tt no uglyness will appear~ no scolding from those residents who have shits in their brain. Im kind of glad im not in marketing line, it really consume ALOT of one's time~ busy all year round.

Joanne gave birth @ 0051hrs...so happy for her...means after her 3 months, she will be back to castle green~ better come back...Castle green is in a mess...Amelia cant stand the stress le, could actually see her dark circles...wahaha...orbi! (actuali me too la)

sms from bestie this afternoon:-
bestie: Due to i now no money so on 31 dec, pls do not date me out ok. Thx
me: no reply (cox i find it very funny) haha!!!

Diana:Tis mon evening wanna go jb ktv count dwn?
Me:I ask mei first
now think think...dun tik so la...cox abit dangerous lei~ midnight count down...somemore i fell @ the bridge there...abit of phobia~

Crazy Day

2007-12-11T06:39:00.002+08:00

crazy day with my bestie yesterday..

laughing loudly in the center of taka...
taking fatty pixs...
going in to luxary brands in our lok kok outfit
took pixs
plan jes's birthday~(not gg to tell u, whahaha)

saw nini @ taka, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ saw junxian down the blk ~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

p/s: i am SO GONNA MISS you after u fly to Taiwan :(

Busy Day

2007-12-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

had a super busy day today, acting CM kept asking me to do this & that...i cannot finish my work lo! resulting that i've to go back to the office to finish some urgent task...no choice~ but if i finish early~ i can go SHOPPING tmr @ msia~ weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

After work, went for my class. Today's lesson was NetWork Communication (BORING!) ... met SWV and the rest @ sakae @ park mall...jalan @ Plaza Sing with searee...haha~ bought 1 ring & a HP poach~ nice lo~ free take pix...show u ppl~

gotta rest well todae...reach office early to finish my work fast...so that i can go msia & shop~ muahaha!!!

Exam Sure Fail

2007-12-06T07:03:00.001+08:00

yeah...i intend to wake up @ 0200hrs to study for my SoftWare Engineering, alarm rang @ 0200hrs exactly..n i snooze it~ wahahaha!!!

woke up @ 0530hrs...i did flip my notes...for about 10mins...& my mind carry me here(to type my thoughts)...& wat am i doing after the 10 mins? (I edit my blog)....

lets see how much i score lo...juz try luck~

Roger called, ask if i wanna buy my mattress @ causeway point. of cox! juz wait for him to call niaa..wahaha

Mattress for mama, delivered on 24/12/07 (xmas eve)

Pillow(Test 1 1st,if good buy more for family)

Mattress Padding..(Test 1 1st,if good buy more for family)

I've got this free:-

oki...that's wat i shopped today...took some pix of bai yday...

dunno wat she's thinking of

cleaning her feet

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lets see if jing's creation will help Mr dull xmas tree to lighten up;)

Focus Gone~

2007-12-05T15:01:00.001+08:00

im suppose to write notes & study for tommorrow's exam~ see wat i've done from morning till now:

1 whole block of Sai-le-phone

Melt into blocks

Wrapping of Those Sai-le-phone

& why am i doin these? cox...the xmas tree @ my office is TOO DULL!!! shall take a pix of all these on friday after i hang all these up... sld be nice bah~
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2103 hrs

I still haven study for my exam...software engineering...guess i really have no interest in this course le...Eleen will never believe that i didnt studied...cox im not like this when i was in Marketing Instititute of Singapore two yrs ago..i was so damn hardworkin lo...now all i wan is to make more $$...wuhaha!!!

I have heritage Diana's & Andrea's strength...which is SHOP~ but i feel really happy when i bought something i like...tt feelin is so good!

oki...gotta slp now...wakie @ 0200hrs to study...see how much i can absorb...its a challenge...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ night all

My past

2007-10-17T22:05:00.002+08:00

i started my 1st relationship at the age of 18, this journey started with a sweet beginning and ends ugly. It lasted for 5yrs, meaning all my youth were spent with him, i kind of forced him to break up with me, I'm not saying that I'm noble...but he got that girl pregnant, it's a kind of responsibility he HAS to hold...he did married that girl (Constance), hmmm...how should I say? Constance land up in hospital after swallowing 20 pills of panadols just for my 1st, I don't have the courage to do so and I don't see the need to (Why sld I? I still have my family)...well, i supposed he's having those precious moment with his wife & children(child)...Elaine said I'm strong to hold myself from calling him, but hor~

Elaine...wanna tell u..I'm not strong..just that my heart tells me not to do it...If I called, what will Constance think? If I called, 1st will have to hide from Constance that I called. I don't want to mess up their life.

Motivated

2007-08-09T04:13:00.002+08:00

My mum & I had a pillow chat yesterday before we sleep, she told me that I once had a high fever that almost damage my brain. Actually I was wondering if that's the cause of me being slow in learning when i was young...it's true~ I am slow..in fact, when I reach primary 3, I don't quite understand English (Not @ all.) All I did in primary school is to get to school early & copy homework :D (that's all i know), it was until I get to ITE (institute of Technical studies) that I realize that I can do it.

ok, back to the fever part, I was touched when my mum told me that my dad & her stayed up all night just to change the cold towel every half an hour in order to lower my temperature. You guys must be wondering why didn't my parent approach a doctor right...cause...My family stayed in a kampong after my birth, so there's no clinic like we see now. My late grandma woke up in the middle of the night just to keep the latest update of my condition...how sweet is that....

After hearing the above, it motivates me to study harder in my present course. I want to

Earn lots of money to let my parent lead a better life
I want to achieve something to make them proud

I went for an orientation yesterday @ 7pm, the lecturer mention that the course wouldn't be easy, we won't be spoon feed. I believed that as long as I believe in myself, I can do it :)

Interview @ Utopia Press

2007-08-06T22:52:00.001+08:00

I went for an interview @ Utpoia Press (http://www.utopress.com/) today straight after work, situated @ Tuas.. Mr Terence, the boss, offer me a pay higher than my current job as a sales coordinator...He said that he's willing to coach newbies...so he dun mind me being inexperienced..

He had a nice office, the interview lasted for half an hour...stating the basic interview process...blah blah blah....when i rode home, I kept thinking if i should accept his offer... IN THE END...I regret to say that...i gave it a miss...cox after all...all i wanted to do is to get into IT industry...I kindda feel that i'm wasting his time if i work for him...moveover...my course is starting on the 20th August 2007...i think its better for me to have a job which is not so tedious in order for me to concentrate on my study.

I have to stick to my plan...

people in WLNU

2007-07-29T09:06:00.002+08:00

28 July 2007.. manage to meet up with the regulars in wholivesnearyou.com... ppl include: Joan, xia, Katherine, ming, PeiJia, zech, Joe, Simon...(anymore?) murphy came in to fix my FM...thank you!

fun people i must say...doing imgainary stuffs... haha~ going to gym with them today...gotta work out to shed some fats le...shall propose to them if we should fix a day juz for gym time....arbo... sure slack de...better to work out in a group..we could encourage one another ;)

Sent resumes to printing industry for the post of Desktop Artist & Sales Executives...juz wait for reply bah...

Where's my effort?

2007-07-26T18:53:00.002+08:00

haha....i lost my effort...i cant see my effort to maintain this blog thingy:p... but 1 thing for sure...i wanna change my job :D i cant attain my self satisfaction in this job...gettin fatter & fatter~ gym time!!!!